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Peterson Toscano collection

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"Peterson Toscano was born on February 17, 1965 in Stamford, Connecticut. In 1982 he became a born-again Christian and began attending conversion therapy at Gospel Tabernacle Church. He graduated from Narrowsburg High School in New York in 1983 and began at Nyack College. He took time off from college in spring 1984 due to "struggling with homosexuality", but then returned in the fall. He worked as a medical missionary for HCJB, a Christian missionary radio station, in Quito, Ecuador during the spring and fall of 1985. Following this Toscano moved to NYC and started attending Life Ministries, a support group for "men struggling with homosexuality". Toscano married Paula Kreuthmeier in 1990. The two moved to Zambia together in 1995 to do missionary work for the radio Christian Voice. They returned to the US in 1996 and Toscano began residential ex-gay therapy at Love in Action in Memphis, Tennessee. Toscano and Kreuthmeier divorced in 1997, and after two years at Love in Action Toscano officially came out as gay in 1998.

Toscano began his work as a writer and performer in 1999/2000 in Memphis with the play Footprints, an Inspirational Comedy. He also wrote a poem performed for Judy Shepard, mother of Matthew Shepard, when she came to Memphis for an event honoring her in 2000. He moved to Hartford, Connecticut to work at the Watkinson School in August 2001 and began attending the Hartford Friends Meeting following the September 11 attacks. He debuted his first major play, Doin' Time in the Homo No Mo House, about his experiences in residential ex-gay therapy in 2003, which he went on to perform across the US and internationally. During his years touring the play he met another ex-gay survivor, Christine Bakke, and the two launched the website beyondexgay.com, an online community for ex-gay survivors. In 2007 Toscano debuted Transfigurations: Transgressing Gender in the Bible and in 2008 he also began performing The Re-Education of George W. Bush– No President Left Behind. Around the same time Toscano met his partner Glen Retief at the Friends General Conference in Johnstown, PA. Toscano and Retief moved to Sunbury, PA together in 2010 and were married in July 2012 at the Pennsdale Friends Meeting. Fom 2009-2012, Toscano traveled around the US performing Transfigurations.

Toscano began researching climate change in 2013, and created a new play on the subject in 2014, titled Does this Apocalypse Make Me Look Fat?– A Comedy about Broken Bodies Large and Small. He continued his climate work through his podcast Climate Stew and as a part of Citizens Climate Lobby from 2015-2020. He also created the show Everything is Connected– An Evening of Stories, Most Weird Many True which combined excerpts from Doin' Time and Transfigurations with new material. In 2017 Toscano published two works: a performance recording of Transfigurations made into a movie by director Samuel Neff and a short graphic story illustrated by Joey Hartman Dow titled The Amazing Adventures of the Afterbirth of Jesus. He and his partner Retief moved to South Africa for a year in 2021, where he debuted his TikTok about the differences between the United States and South Africa, particularly around language. As of 2023, he hosts Quakers Today, the podcast companion to the Friends Journal.

Sourced from "Peterson Toscano Timeline" in Peterson Toscano Collection "

This collection contains various materials from playwright, performer, and Bible scholar Peterson Toscano. Documents include notes and scripts and publicity materials for his plays, personal materials like journals and photographs, and various magazines and newspapers featuring Toscano discussing his creative work, his experience with surviving Ex-gay therapy and how his relationship with Christianity as evolved because of it.

This collection is comprised of five series of materials: Personal; Speeches, talks, conferences; Performance scripts and notes; Publicity materials; and Published works. The Personal series contains three subseries: writing, Ex-Gay experience, and journals.

Gift of creator, December 2022

Processed by Campbell Adams, completed December 2023

Publisher
Haverford College Quaker & Special Collections
Finding Aid Author
Campbell Adams
Finding Aid Date
December, 2023
Access Restrictions

The collection is open for research use..

Use Restrictions

Standard Federal Copyright Law Applies (U.S. Title 17)

Collection Inventory

Photographs, undated.
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of Toscano; most have descriptions

Certificate of appreciation, 2006.
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gifted to Toscano in 2006 from Southern Illinois University Carbondale when he was a keynote speaker during their GLBT history month.

Grand Marshall Mid-South Pride Parade 2008 Medal, 2008.
Box 4
Toscano personal timeline, 2022.
Box 4
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includes document by Toscano on his relationship with his parents, personal timeline, and notes on an altered Holy Bible used as a prop in his show Jesus Had Two Daddies. The note explains how the Bible is used: "On stage Peterson decided to design his own speciality Bible. At first she puts on stickers or writes on it, but in the end he drills a hole in the middle of the Bible. He then uses the round cutouts like petals in a flower girl's basket and exits via the main aisle tosses the Bible petals into the crowd."

Genesis notes, undated.
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These notes by Toscano are on a photocopy of a selection from Genesis, and focus particularly on Eli

Toscano poems, 2005, undated.
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Includes various poems written by Toscano

Quaker materials, 2004, 2012, 2013, 2017, 2018, undated.
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includes materials about clearness, in CT, wedding materials from marriage to Glen Retief, articles in Quaker publications, and more

Toscano memoir chapter 1 draft, undated.
Box 1
Ex-Gay Survivor materials, undated.
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includes Toscano's own writings as well as from others; includes personal writings, such as Toscano's script for a talk in Barcelona, and various pamphlets and articles

Peterson and Paula wedding album, 1990.
Box 1
"Ex-Gay Stuff" materials 1, 1998, undated.
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mostly personal writings from Toscano's time in conversion therapy

"Ex-Gay Stuff" materials 2, 2007-2009.
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published articles on the ex-gay movement, healing from conversion therapy featuring Toscano, includes a poster for beyondexgay.com, an online community run by Toscano and Christine Bakke for ex-gay survivors

Ex-Gay No Way, 2010.
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This is a signed copy, with the author, Jallen Rix, writing to Toscano, "Peterson, I could not have painted a true picture of the movement without you[r] generous input. May this be encouragement for your book! Much love and respect always, Jallen Rix". Toscano is also thanked by name in the book's acknowledgements.

Journals, 1982, 1985.
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Journal, 1986.
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Journals, 1989-1992.
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these are loose pages from various journals

Journals, 1992, 2001.
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Journals, 1993-1994, 1996-1999.
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includes three notebooks containing diary entries, poetry, scripture, and copies of letters to his wife Paula

Notes and journaling, 1998-2000.
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includes two notebooks containing personal/academic notes and personal diary entries

Journal, 1998-2006.
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sporadic entries

Notes and journaling, 2000.
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includes notes on his poem "For Judy Shepard"

Notes and journaling, 2001, 2007-2008.
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these are two notebooks which contain mostly personal diary entries

Notes and journaling, 2002, 2004-2005.
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these are loose pages of a notebook containing mostly personal diary entries

Journals, 2002, 2008.
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Journals, 2004-2005.
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these are four notebooks which contain mostly personal diary entries

Journal, 2005.
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loose pages; entries mostly during the summer

Notes and journaling, 2005-2006.
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these are loose pages of one notebook containing mostly personal diary entries

Notes and journaling, 2006.
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these are three notebooks (one made up of mostly loose pages) which include mostly diary entries and performance/talk notes

Notes and journaling, 2006-2009.
Box 4
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these are four notebooks which contain both notes for talks/performances and personal diary entries; the majority of entries are from 2009

Journals, 2007-2009.
Box 4
Notes and journaling, 2012-2013.
Box 4
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mostly notes for performances

Journals, 2020.
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loose pages of diary entries. I'm a little unsure of the format for some of the entries, since some of the entries in August it seems are not written by Toscano, and I don't know who wrote them.

An Evening with Judy Shepard event materials, 2000.
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Includes materials from an event with Judy Shepard (Matthew Shepard's mother), including "For Judy Shepard" a poem written by Toscano, performed at the event

Conference materials 1, 2003, 2005, 2006, 2008, 2011, 2013.
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Includes various materials from conferences which Toscano performed at, usually on the topic of LGBT rights and faith. Also includes some name tags from these conferences, including Toscano's name tag when he was a Friend in Residence at Haverford College in 2013.

Performance contracts, 2003-2015.
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Conference materials 2, 2004, 2006, 2012.
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Includes materials from various conferences/festivals Toscano performed at, including the 2012 Greenbelt Festival, Together in Faith, a conference on LGBT rights and faith hosted by the AFSC Faith Action Network, True Colors XI: Opening Minds, Opening Doors, and more.

Faith Under Fire appearance notes, 2005.
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these notes and guidelines are about Toscano's appearance on TV show Faith Under Fire in February 2005.

Conference materials 3, 2005-2009, 2010, 2011, 2014, 2015.
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Includes various booklets/pamphlets from conferences which Toscano performed at, also includes Toscano's notes from a retreat workshop

LGBT victims/survivors of violent crime lecture notes, 2010-2011.
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Includes Toscano's notes on his talk on violent crime against LGBT people and two articles/studies on LGBT intimate partner violence, hate crimes, and sexual assault in prisons

Conference materials 4, 2012.
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Includes two booklets for two conferences which Toscano performed at in 2012, the Annual Meeting of the American Academy of Religion in Chicago and the National Conference on LGBT Equality in Baltimore

A/V Materials 1, 2002, 2004, 2005, 2008-2011, 2014, 2018, undated.
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8 DVDs, 2 mini disks, 26 CDs; most are video recordings or photos of Toscano's performances

A/V Materials 2, 2005, 2007, undated.
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7 VHS tapes; most are video recordings of Toscano's performances

Holy Bible with alterations, undated.
Volume 2
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As explained in the folder titled Toscano Personal timeline, this Bible with a hole drilled into the middle of it was used as a prop in his show Jesus Had Two Daddies.

Transfigurations headscarf, undated.
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This scarf was a prop for Toscano's play Transgressions: Transgressing Gender in the Bible

Transfigurations lecture format, undated.
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This is an outline of Toscano's play Transfigurations - Transgressing Gender in the Bible made into a lecture format

Does This Apocalypse Make Me Look Fat? script and cue list, undated.
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Drama workshop outline, 2000.
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Outline for a Drama Workshop held at the National Civil Rights Museum, June 21, 2000

Performances and talks notes, 2000, 2006, 2010, undated.
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Includes notes, outlines, and scripts from a variety of different talks/performances done by Toscano

Materials from The Re-Education of George W. Bush, circa 2002.
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Doin' Time book edits and drafts, 37928.
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Edits from Phyllis Tickle on the 1st chapter of Toscano's draft of the book version of his play Doin' Time in the Homonomo Halfway House

Footprints in the Sand outline and notes, 2004.
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includes an article feature promoting a 2004 performance of Footprints: an Inspirational Comedy by Toscano

Daily writing log, 2004.
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January-May

Materials from I Can See Sarah Palin from my Window, circa 2010-2011.
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contains script outline and flyers for performances

Climate Change related materials, 2015, 2016, 2017, undated.
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Includes his own writing and notes, including drafts and outlines for A Queer Response to Climate Change, and Does this Apocalypse make me look fat?

Footprints in the Sand publicity, 2000.
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held at the Christian Student Center September 8, 2000; includes newspaper article, flyers from The Daily Helmsman on this performance by Toscano of Footprints in the Sand at University of Memphis Christian Student Center.

Newspaper clippings and articles 1, 2000, 2004, 2007.
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includes newspaper and magazine interviews of Toscano and article contributions by Toscano

Newspaper clippings and articles 2, 2002, 2003, 2008-2012, 2020.
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includes various newspaper interviews of Toscano, Norwegian and British articles on Toscano, writing in Watkinson School Literary Magazine where Toscano worked, publicity materials, etc.

Newspaper clippings and articles 3, 2003, 2006, 2011.
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includes various newspaper interviews of Toscano, including promotion for his performances in the area

Newspaper clippings and articles 4, 2004-2007.
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includes newspapers and magazines featuring Toscano, multiple from the publication Metroline

Flyers for various performances and notes to self, 2004-2008, undated.
Box 9
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includes a variety of material surrounding Doin' Time in the Homo No Mo Halfway House: personal notes, script portions, flyers for various performances, reviews of the play, etc.

Newspaper clippings and articles 5, 2004, 2005, 2011.
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includes various newspaper interviews of Toscano, including promotion for his performances in the area

Newspaper clippings and articles 6, 2004, 2005, 2009, 2013.
Box 9
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includes various newspaper articles and interviews of Toscano

Newspaper clippings and articles 7, 2004, 2007, 2016.
Box 9
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includes newspapers and magazines featuring Toscano

Newspaper clippings and articles 8, 2004-2005, 2008, 2011, 2012, 2016.
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includes printed out articles from online and physical newspaper articles on Doin' Time in the Homo No Mo Halfway House, Transfigurations, interviews of Toscano, publicity materials, etc.

Newspaper clippings and articles 9, 2004, 2010-2012, 2016.
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includes newspaper articles on Toscano, publicity materials, and an exchange between a reverend and reader of the Christian newspaper the Trend on their article about Toscano and the United Christian Church's view on homosexuality.

Fish Can't Fly flyers and article, 2005, undated.
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Flyers and article feature about 2005 documentary Fish Can't Fly, which Toscano appears in.

Queer 101 flyers, 2005-2006.
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Newspaper clippings and articles 10, 2005-2006.
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includes various promotions for Toscano's performances in newspapers

Newspaper clippings and articles 11, 2005, 2006, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2013.
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includes various magazines featuring Toscano, including an interview of Toscano in the Susquehanna University student publication

Newspaper clippings and articles 12, 2005, 2007, 2008, 2017.
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includes various articles featuring Toscano, including interviews, publicity for performances, articles discussing Toscano's relationship to faith following his experiences with conversion therapy, and his contribution to an article on the ex-gay movement

Performance flyers 2, 2006, 2008, 2010, 2011, 2014, 2017, undated.
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Includes various flyers for Toscano's performances, also includes Toscano's resume, a flyer for Glen Retief's memoir The Jack Bank, and publicity for Toscano's time in 2011 as an Artist in Residence at Tennessee Tech University

Performance flyers 1, 2008, 2012, 2015, 2017.
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Includes flyers for a variety of performances and talks by Toscano

Transfigurations flyers, notes, parchment prop for performance, 2009, 2018, undated.
Box 11
Everything is Connected flyers and publicity, 2018-2019.
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includes flyers, article features, and thank you letters from high school students who watched Toscano's performance at their school

"Ex-Gay Stuff" materials 3, 2007, 2011.
Box OVS 12
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Contains two oversize magazines/newspapers where Toscano features in an article on the Ex-Gay movement.

Performance flyers 3, 2009, 2015, 2017, undated.
Box OVS 12
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Contains posters for a variety of Toscano's performances, including Doin' Time, Transfigurations, Everything is Connected, and more

"The Amazing Adventures of the Afterbirth of Jesus" comic, undated.
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short graphic novel written by Peterson Toscano and illustrated by Joey Hartmann-Dow

Writing Cheerfully on the Web, 2009.
Volume 3
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Toscano contributes two sections to this book titled "The M Word" and "Doin' Time in Estes Park". These passages are taken from Toscano's blog, Peterson Toscano's A Musing, written on February 25, 2007 and November 3, 2007 respectively.

Gender Outlaws, 2010.
Volume 4
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Toscano contributes a section to this book, taken from his play Transgressions-- Transgressing Gender in the Bible, titled, "Transgressing Gender at Passover with Jesus!"

Trans-kin, 2012.
Volume 5
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Toscano contributes a chapter to this book, titled, "Confessions of an Unlikely Ally".

The Bible and the Transgender Experience, 2016.
Volume 6
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Toscano is thanked in the preface.

Rooted and Rising, 2019.
Volume 7
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Toscano contributes a section to this book, titled, "Not Our First Rodeo: Memory and Imagination Stir Up Hope".

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